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things wud be MUCH MUCH beta if im in malaysia now.
im missing my cousins and my relatives. and it hurts. haix.
i don even noe how my baby cousins look like, up till now!
happy new year to them...


but on the other hand.. im contented tht my father's ok.. his condition is stable for now. and i really hope afta the procedure on 3rd feb.. everything will be fine.


somehow tis issue had brought me to a clearer picture.. of whom i can really trust and rely on.
many of my frens were there.... and someone reeli surprised me..
no matter what, i needed all those badly. im really touched...


but some werent there.. i suppose..
perhaps there's a reason behind it. i hope so.



i feel cheated sometimes. why are you like that?